DREAMS!

Thinking of so many courses..at last going back to my own dreams..as an ACCOUNTANT..managing people's money..Kinda cool actually..Tmrw my college orientation lo..time to meet hot guys XD..Btw going INTI..the only college that nonid to face jam on the road..I think i have the best parents on earth..Altough i dont mind staying outside but they just cant 'fong sum'..so they dont let me stay outside,and i have to travel go and back..They afraid i become wild and kena rape..though same distance with Sunway UC but i can reach inti 1st..Jam is the word..Dad said he dont want me to get stress up before reaching the college..Tention bertambah pulak..So inti is the best choice..Planning do foundation at INTI then degree in UNIVERSITY of NOTTINGHAM..because Nottingham got no foundation for january intake,got april only every year..so i must fast,it's wasting of time oni,so yea INTI here i come..The so called Taman Negara(Nottingham)..The most nicest and peaceful UNI..Beautiful lake and trees..and i like the big clock on the building..no worries..next year i will be there for u..When i talk about Sunway and Taylor,my mum will be damn pissed of keep sayying jam and not a good environment to study..beside Sunway UC got a mall..so congested..even my dad says the people there like to compare their whealth..haha..ya btw,INTI is a real jungle place..surrounded by mountains and got no any fast food restaurant..only mamak using the back gate haha..mum also keep say u go college to study not to play or wet..hahaha..Sunway and Taylor all black listed..haiz..


I know why Mr.Mathi all the while called me Tarzan..He can read my future..I belong to the jungle...INTI and Nottingham..Like i always think positive,JUNGLE+PEACE+NO FAST FOOD=GOOD GRADES..XD..
finger crossing..Can i survive in the jungle for long ah...ahhhh..all my dear friends must often ajak me out go wet and lepaks u know..if not sooner or later i'll become a pure Tarzan..chiaozzz..



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Me Idol CUCKOO.

I have no freaking idea why Yap Norman send me this pict..He summore call me dont laugh when see this pict..wth..When i see,seriously LMAO..lol..He just simply wanna show me his built up body!Look down and dont laugh..indeed nice ok!

It is Christmas!

Today woke up at 10am.Get ready makan breakfast then go to orphan house at Semenyih to do some charity work.Dad bought 100sets of school uniforms and school shoes. Once i reached there,i felt strange and alienated.All the children are extraordinary polite.I cant used to it.When we came down from the car they kept n shake hand with us and greet us.I think they are really grateful.The man who runs this orphan house really did a great job i guess.He is an indian man.All the kids with different races call him father or Pa.They are really pitiful.

My dad thought of adoping a child called Rina Chee she is super adorable.She is only 1 and the half year old.Rina also has a sister,Lilian Chee.After knowing the terms and condition it's not encourage to adopt.First,must go to court then payment for lawyer and the "parent" tht abandon them..and it cost alot of 10thousand. 2nd,most of them are a sickly child because their parents maybe drug adict or AIDS.Some also because of depression,they knw their parents abandon them.Sad la,when the father told us a story that happened lately,i cried like toot..So ugly me..There was 5year old kid never sleep for 2days just because when the mother left him there she promised to come and see him tomorrow but she will never appears.He said if I sleep at night and if mama come see me i'll not be able to see her.haiz..seriously sad..Like the sayying,dont promise if u cant do it..


We took some pict of Rina and Lilian also.I think they are smart kids.

Mummy,Rina and Lilian
Rina and Lilian


After that we straight head to my aunty house celebrate Chriistmas!Eat so much and drink alot..BURPZZ..also watch the videos and photos taken in Bali and Shanghai.Having alots of laughters when whole family bonded together.FUN!So far thats all i think..Chiaozz...


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Holy night.

Here i would like to wish,


Merry christmas Kuku(my aunty).
Merry christmas cousins.
Merry christmas Lester and family.
Merry christmas Fong Ken Ming and family.
Merry christmas Racheal Tan and family.
Merry christmas Zaizai.
Merry christmas Anne.
Merry christmas Kaitlin.
Merry christmas Yung Yung.
Merry christmas Edlyn Jacob.
Merry christmas Cynthia Joselyn.
Merry christmas Natalie Chin.
Merry christmas Brayn Choo.
Merry christmas Alvin Netto.
Merry christmas Edmond and Raymond(twins).
Merry christmas Victor Tan.
Merry christmas Khai Yoong.
Merry christmas Joshua Lan.
Merry christmas David Soo.
Merry christmas Bernice.
Merry christmas Phoebe Chor.
Merry christmas Kristopher Alex Yap.
Merry christmas Amanda.
Merry christmas Kelvin Tan.
Merry christmas Alvin Lai.
Merry christmas Wilson Tan.


Thats all i can think so far...
Merry Christmas EVERYONE!Hohohoho...
25th December 2009..and also Happy New Year 2010..soon..
Enjoy the day dudes!

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3 of us,and her.

Having close siblings are indeed cool.Yesterday went movie together,my koko,pre sister in law,me and my lil nasty brother.XD..We watched Avatar at 7pm Jusco..At the cinema i saw the Puisee's mother and i dont know why she so shy man,when she say hi she hide her face behind the husband..lol betul..I think this movie is super nice.I think they are beautiful.Nice blue body and the plants glow in the dark..COOL! Relatively,i hope i got my own avatar also hehehhe..they are seriously beautiful..I think i gonna watch Avatar again la..About the movie Paranormal Activity,i think it's really scary and creepy..My ko says it based on true story???hermmm...Yesterday also the Jusco last day sales.After watching the Avatar about 10pm still so damn many people. so we also go shopping.We bought christmas tree and teddy bears and big big cusion.Super many people and the Q at the cashier was superb long!

It was about 11.30pm we went eat western food at cheras there called something KEE..as supper..hahaha..after eating we were talking about about our dreams and some ghost thing..We confessed what we dreamt about grandma..and how creepy was it..and we realized that in every of our dreams popo also dont talk wan..sit down on her chair where she usually sat..hermm..maybe she just wanted to see and visit us in out dream..Big bro ask lil bro whether lately he got dream about granny anot,then he said no but sex got alot..me and pre sister in law was seriously swted and speechless then both of them hi5..lol..hahaha..feel like chocking them..Then later we were talking about ghost..it seems that got many colours and kind of ghost..The white colour ghost is the hantu liar which always walking around and harmless,the green ghost is the one keep stand one side and watch people,if u disturd it,it will become violent.The black ghost is the one who takes people's life and the red ghost is to take revenge..cool huh..so many kind..later my lil bro ask wether wish to see the fast motion ghost or the slow motion ghost..3 of us was seriously zadao with that question..ofcuz hope not to see..if see also we definitely will shout like cat la..thats the normal human reation..after crapping so long we went home at 12.30am..when reaching home all of us praying hope my dad havent come back home if not we will get scold kau kau..so late oni go home..hahaha..so much fun yesterday..and thanks koko for the treat..I love my brothers and maybe her.Koko u must become a man dont always she sits above on top of u..

By the way,Merry Christmas everyone..Enjoy the Silence Night.

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I ♥ Bali

LOL,Ballibong..hahahaha


Recently i went Bali on 13th-16th dec..omg..i'm having so so so much fun! I love the sea,the people,Bali is a pure Hindu state!Freaking alot of tamples there..we even watched the Epik Ramayana.(Boring)...So many korean,japanese,and australian..they are awesomely hot! 1st day reached Bali we ate McD..then jalan2 took pict..dinner at the seaside..another awesome place..2nd day,went bought souviner,omg they sell alots of penis everywhere..It's freakingly huge..then go see the tamples..and see sight.Every view is a beautiful view.Beautiful sun set..in a shop i saw a green bag,and it seriously reminds me of Cik Wong..gosh..miss her pulak..then later go for spa and massage..super relaxing..but the weird part was,spa needs to be naked..gosh,when the massager calls me to take of my coconuts..then i was seriously like wth!It was the first time in my life being naked infront of someone..I think that lady also see until dont want to see ady..see until muak..LOL..afta balik hotel,we go ride kereta kuda..like those 40's..Then the next day we went water spot..wee...the funnest part!i played parasailing,surfing,jet ski and see lots of turtles..there super many koreans man..omg..like majority..ok after that i'm obviously damn dark..sunblock pun tak guna..i'm a beach girl..then the last day swimming in the hotel's pool! the sun was like fire also..and eventually dark+dark=super dark.omg the next day prom. nvm i'll be the beach type..hahaha..


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Day of confession.17th Dec 2009

Now feeling indeed weird after confessed. Feeling like i'm so freaking dumbass..All the while i was thinking he will never know my blog,or even reads any of my post..Ended up he knew everything from head to toe!Damn embarrassing when he told me that he knew about the car thing..gosh dont know where to keep my face la that time!The worst part TWITTER!!!!!He actually knows my twitter also..another embarrassing thing!I kinda talk about him indirectly in twit and i think he angry la,i think he must be scolding me bitch when he reads that,but anyway i have to admit cuz its a day of confessionXD.However,i burst everything out..I care no more cuz i know it 's the end..

Feeling sad maybe abit but feeling more easy now. After telling everything like that thing has been keeping in my heart like so damn freaking long now no more worries.I actualy dont really feel like making out with him but juz enjoy liking him mysteriously..neh.. But i seriously still like him..even when i'm dating with Mr.M i'm actully was still thinking about him.I think that's one of the reasons i broke up with him..Uhhhhh so suck up..About the yum cha thing,i dont know why he feels annoyed if only both of us..I dont take it as a date or sumthing.I take it as dude..


I also asked him if any girl he likes now..and he answer ya and she is your friend..omg i'm like summore heart broken!I immediately cry like non stop wei..i wonder who is that but i must act chill..he summore say i only date someone interesting,and indirectly saying i'm not interesting..lol..maybe i'm a real suck up and dumbass.So what if i know who that girl is.Am i gonna be happier?It's better not to know rite?????If that girl wasnt my friend i'm still chilling i guess..but the fact is she is my friend.If i know who that girl is will i go kill her or wish them happy??Aiyooo...very sad la..mum says forget it..it isnt that easy actually..say forget then forget..Now i praying to forget about THAT!But when i pray it keeps remind me..so it's better to observed silence...


My mum ask me to go work at my papa's lab..i damn malas la become a typist and do all the filing stuff..Then everyone will start calling me boss..i was like..wth..saya anak boss but not boss!!!!I hate filing!!!!!If want me to type i will be damn slow motion..


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Yesterday was a history,tomorrow is a mystery.

I think the previous blog i will keep it as my memories.Now i shall start another new chapter of my life.The dreams and hopes and pains have been solved.My ex got a new girlfriend and he will not haunt me any more,popo enjoying good life in the other world which she always came and visit me in my dreams(creepy),and the guy i like doesnt likes me but my friend,nvm i believe in fate!What belongs to you and what do not belongs to u,so ya start again new one.Now most probably will continue my life a tougher one i mean.Working?College?Piano class?Violin class?even Yoga class?What a busylady. And ya,my mum and dad keep nagging me to learn cooking..they say i'm grown up..i must learn cooking,how next time if you study abroad and you starve to death there.Then i was like uhh??I seriously have my mum genes la..my mum and i have sweet tooth,my mum and i hate cooking too.But my dad and big brother they can really cook well.Adui banyak benda kena buat!

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